In most cases, the game is always the same but the players change and in my situation this is almost always true. There are however times when the players indeed determine the game.
Sometimes I need a good long screw... (I'm sure you know what I mean, none of that lovey dovey shit, just a good hard pounding - nothing more and nothing less). Here, I'm in what I call "fuck" mode. It's simple: there are basically three rules to follow;
- Fuck hard
- Fuck fast
- Fuck off
These rules are simple and I don't take any prisoners along the way. It makes it easier for me to separate feelings from the whole act and just scratch that itch. Sometimes unfortunately though it's not that simple. The lines get blurred and the other party is left wanting more than I can give them.
In my game, there are many players and luckily not one of them is the same, who'd want to be with different people that all did the same thing, doesn't that just defeat the purpose. To fully understand my game I think I need to introduce the players. Ideally I want one winner but am finding it difficult to choose that one guy/girl. Maybe you can help. Let me introduce the contenders...
There's a guy just like me who makes it easy to just be me. He was in my class the first time I saw him. 6'2" thug like mentality and a beautiful smile. I'd catch his eye a couple of times but had always rushed off after class to get to one thing or another so we had never really talked. One day things changed, and he actually came up to me. Dya know when you don't really expect something to happen so you don't hold out much hope for it and just dismiss it. That was how I was treating this. He walked over to me outside the library and just said hi.
Him: "So then, how are
Me: "I'm fine thanks,
Him: "Not much, I'm ......by the
Me: "and I'm Maddie"
Him: "Maddie eh? strange name for a black
girl but I must say sexy though..."
Me: "Not too sure about that but thanks
Him: "well no-one said I was talking about
the name but we'll let that be our secret"
And that was it, he simply walked off. Oh the cheek!! He knew exactly what he was doing, wanted me to really want him and yep I must say it worked. I thought that was the end of it til I got a text from an unknown number of couple of days later. It didn't say much but it was enough to get him back into my head again, I wanted to see him and blow me down with a feather we only lived around the corner from one another, an easy escape if I would need it...
It was late in the afternoon when I finally went round to his place. Not too late (I still had an escape plan in the back of my mind). As I stood naked in my apartment deciding on what to wear, my mind started to paint pictures as to what he would be like. Surely my judgement could be that bad. No more assholes please!!!
I keyed in his flat number and heard a voice beckon for me to come up. As the elevator went up I fixed my hair and applied another layer of my grape flavoured lipgloss (just in case don't you know). He came to the door - dang the boy was too fyne! As we made idle chit chat all I could think of was peeling the clothes off him and sitting astride his firm looking thighs. Perhaps it was movie time, that normally sets the right mood. *wink. I suggested a film in his room and although he seemed to contemplate the idea I'm sure he was just frontin' it honestly wasn't that hard to see what I had in mind.
I love the the feeling you get when you are about to embark on a new adventure: butterflies in the stomach, the moist build up between my thigh, the racing heartbeat. We sat on the bed as the movie intro began to roll he rolled over to me and turned me round to face him. He cupped my face in his hands and stared straight into my eyes. I could see the longing deep within his eyes. As he took his lips with mine my body melted into his arms. At first his tongue explored gently then as the heat between us grew he started searching with more heat. I could feel the friction between us. As his breathing became deeper, the hands started to wander. He carressed the now hardened peak that lay just underneath my shirt and flicked at it with his finger til it was fully erect. And then he looked me dead in the eyes perhaps in need of reassurance. With one look he got all he was looking for.
The clothes came off in a frenzy as his hands began searching. As his lips found my neck his hands made their way confidently down in beneath my thighs to the awaiting warmth. His hands were rough but welcome. As we lay in our nakedness he probed deeper and deeper inside me, stroking my opening as my body arched with the pure pleasure. Oh how I wanted to feel him inside me. Now it was my turn to play. I gently moved his hands and pushed him flat onto the bed so I could admire him. He was darker than I was, perfectly contoured and had a rock hard penis that looked like it wouldn't quit. That would be my next point of call. As I sat on top of him I nibbled on his nipple. Traced my tongue around it until it became hard in my mouth. I reached between my legs and grabbed his hardness in my hand. I could feel it throbbing between my fingers and wanted to explore it with my tongue. I made my way down his body leaving kisses along every inch. I grabbed the base of his cock with my right hand and started stroking slowly up and down his shaft. Starting with the tip I wrapped my lips around it and began stroking first with my lips then my tongue, pressing my tongue firmly against the side of him as my head bobbed up and down with pleasure. I could feel him contorting under me. As I sped up I could hear his breathing become shallower and then, just as I was really getting into it... "SUCK IT BITCH!" I prayed I was hearing things. See me wahala! This guy needed to be taught a lesson! I lowered myself onto him and began pounding away with him inside first slowly and then more furiously til I heard him moan out over and over again. I could feel him getting harder inside me. "Take that you son of a bitch... you like that huh... you dirty dog..." I was having too much fun. The faster I got the more he called out for more until he grabbed my ass and helped me ride him faster and faster until after a mini shudder I jumped off. I could feel his arousal start to die so placed his balls between my mouth sucked on them while I used my hand to finish him off. As his juices began to flow I let them drip all over my tits and stroked hard until every last drop came out, then helped with my mouth to clean up the little that was left. And with that he collapsed onto the bed... Head back and staring blankly at the ceiling I watched as his eyes closed slowly. I was ready for round 2 but he was still sleeping, shit how I hate that!
Mr "Suck it Bitch" was asleep so I made a hasty exit and left. Now it was up to him, maybe that call would come, maybe not. Either way I was good. I'd played my part to perfection; shame he had only participated in the first half of the game... As I made my way home, all I could think of was the porn waiting for me at home. I had not yet climaxed but give me 30 mins and I would finally get my own gratification *sigh.